Saturday, December 24, 2011

Feeling a little frustration

I am so set with my plan I appreciate my SIL support and my best friend April's support but sadden that I am not allowed to share it anywhere but here. My email buddy through CNY Fertility has been a blessing but my mom does not want me to share it on Facebook because of the family reporting to CPS again. I told her if they do that I will move away so fast that her head will spin she said you CANNOT do that -- well those close to me know that is the one thing that motivates me MORE when someone tells me that I cannot do something. I told her WATCH me just WATCH me i'll do it which I will. I refuse to hide in the closet I have been hurt by my family numerous times too many times to count, so I will once again not be able to share my day by day joy of being pregnant I will not being able to share any part of it only on here. So I will try to be better about sharing on here more because that is the only way I am able to. I will not have a be able to have a baby shower just like last time I will post in the newspaper unlike last time which I was not allowed to do because of Patrick's father. I will once again be punished for being different.
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  1. April LiebertDecember 26, 2011 at 10:24 PM

    Here is my take on that, those that do not like what you are doing, why are they judging you? Are they any different in some decisions that they have made? We DARE to be different! I say who cares what they say, why worry about what the person next to you thinks because honestly their opinion does not matter. What matters is your happiness, Patrick's happiness. IF this is what makes you happy which I know it does that is what matters. You are a wonderful mommy to Patrick and you will for this one as well. Dare to be different and the hell with the others that don't care. You should not hide it and you not have to, no matter what this child or children will be a gift from God!!! Love ya and big HUGS to you!

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  2. ispiesDecember 27, 2011 at 10:30 AM

    Each day I count my blessings that you are my friend. I believe that we have over come our differences and moved on from them.

    I will DARE to be DIFFERENT

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